Growing Up

It has been a year since I last posted anything here. Haha, might as well shut it down after all right?

But part of me is thinking that I should leave it as it is.. So, I could just re-visit the good ol' times and see how much I have grown as a person. It's funny to look back at my old posts because I couldn't believe that I have actually posted such topics at that time. Hahaha

Can't believe age is getting the better of me. Not that I'm old (although normally people said I looked older than my age) but the things that are happening around me make me feel like I should really grow up.I'm actually 1 year short of reaching the quarter-life-crisis age.. Hmm, what a stressful thought.. Like I should start making plans for my future. Sigh, I know I should.. but I think I just wanna live a carefree life as of now. You know like Bruce Willis' "LIVE FREE and DIE HARD" .. Muahahahah

Didn't people say the twenties is the time you really explore everything? Like falling madly in love and out of love , travelling around the world, doing everything without consequences. I just wanna do that... Period.

On a different note, March 16 marks my 2-years anniversary with the Firm. Wow, can't believe I can actually survive. Albeit having 2-years experience, how come I still feel like a new joiner? My manager once told me that no matter at what level , you will still have that kind of feeling because you are always learning and hence you will feel like you're inadequate..but in actual fact, you have actually grown quite a lot.It's just that we didn't realised it ourselves. For a split second, she actually inspired me to work harder and put in more effort in my work.Not that I did a half past six job.. But I knew I could have done it better.

Sometimes I questioned whether am I choosing the right job? Other people are getting better pay, doing the job they actually enjoyed and getting less shitty job than my industry. But then again, I would say I'm quite lucky in the sense that generally I got less shittier engagements and my team mates are generally fun to hang out with. I think it's actually the team that is vital to keep you going. Also, I feel I'm quite sheltered as an associate, which can be a good and bad thing. As of now, my main focus is to finish up my papers and then I'll decide.. Uggh!!decisions, decisions, decisions..

Till then, ciao.

p.s. Congrats to one of my dear friend who has just purchased a house!